seriously omg lor.. wad is X wif me sia.. dis yr kp fallin sick since march.. 2day P.E almost ova liao den i went n vomit.. i mean wads up wif tt? seriously.. den aft tt i kp havin bad stomach aches.. lyk rly bad.. till i cnt rly move 2 much or it'll gt worse.. den i gt totally cold sweat + weird heartbeat.. (dis is BAD) n den halfway thru history.. eunice help mii tell ms soh tt i wanna go hm.. i mean rly la.. hw study? i dun feel so well sia.. summore i felt lyk vomitting.. NOW even.. ok.. bad headache.. ok la wadeva lor.. d doc gimme MC.. i was lyk omg.. tmr haf trng seh.. well lets c wads my timing yeah? wun b surprised if its rly slow.. my exercise asthma gttin worse anyways.. gotta go bak d doc in lyk 2wks tym lyddat.. i cnt believe DIS YR abt march AGAIN start my slight asthma sia.. WTH seh.. dis is is a BAD yr 4 mii.. im 13 yrs old.. unlucky number d way i c it.. i rly wanna work SUPER hard on my final yr exams lor.. den i can lyk trans 2 PRSS? cuz i wanted 2 go dere in d first place.. also i tink my parents wan me go dere.. bt i feel bad leaving netball.. not so bad leavin my classmates tho (wakakaka).. i mean rly la.. if we had 2 choose between near or far i'd choose near.. n betweens lockers n no lockers i'd choose lockers even if we haf 2 pay 4 d rent.. i mean hu wants a bad back? not me tts 4 sure.. bt dis is nt rly d issue of me wanting 2 trans la.. i mean rly lor.. its my personal secret tt i told my good frens la.. very gd frens.. i mean i haven tell mii p6 v.v.v.v.v.v. best frens la.. c wen we can go out 2gether lor.. oh yeah a msg 2 jiayin,crystal n delia.. : ehh.. wan go ETP till nw still haben go sehh.. u all wan wenn o.o sms mii ur reply kays? mayb we go during nov. holis.. since mayb i go australia in oct or exchange it 4 lappy.. =))

ok bak 2 my blog.. aix.. my life totally upside down la.. nobody can make it feel better.. i tink im fallin into early stage of depression.. haha.. so serious? bt yeah.. ima changed character liao la.. nw "PURSUING" emo.. zzz.. tho my blogskin dun say tt.. i juz cnt find nice skin la.. anyways juz strted emo.. so nd tym 2 bcum full 1 haha.. lyk i can b emo.. wadeva.. dun rly care anymore.. aixx.. i juz wanna live life lyk deres no tmr.. actually.. im rly hoping tt deres no tmr.. i mean nw i dun rly c d point of living la.. so many problems.. u c y i gt stressed out easily? aixx.. its only a matter of tym b4 i do emo-ish stuff.. lyk my s1 frens will care.. ok mayb lyk 2 or 3 la.. bt dey r lyk my gd frens nt even my best (YET) so im lyk.. even my best frens oso dun care la.. so y shud i.. bt den my parents do so.. i rly duno wad 2 do lar.. mayb go counselling? lyk THAT can help.. im nt even phsychologically disturbed.. cept 4 dose scarry stuff.. THAT im disturbed.. man.. my life lyk drama series.. zzz..


i juz wanna die....