haha updating less n less often now even crystal bugging me on. haha

ok anyways. im back into emo - mode again.

*boo hoo*

NOT

i suddenly dun give a damn to life n stuff again.. mwahahha~ =D but yeah i still can have laughs often. but when i see my parents. TOTAL emo mode. dun wanna say y tho ltr i pissed off again.

y people might be wondering y i nv go choir. well reason is. i dun even get to sing. so i go for what? o.o syf coming soon let the syf ppl get their trng. we sit dere study only. so today came home. WAIT for crystal sms.. wait wait wait till 2++ den got sms. den i go bathe. aft that. started looking up "Table of Glory" (or ToG as joshua calls it) den i saw Joshua Ang de name have hyperlink den i click. wow he really frm PRSS..



Sweet~~~~~



ok anyways den i surfed arnd n found his blog! cool~ funny vids of "I Not Stupid" and "I Not Stupid Too" was laughing over that one. his blog is cao ji funny luh.. even have password protected post. den aft that. he go put a HINT for the password. haha that is so cool. but i dun rly c de point of it then. =X well if u guys can find it den goood for euu cause im not disclosing it. mwahhahah




im retarded.

Bear with me


ohyeah n i started writing emo songs again. haha it appears that i cant ever snap out of it ever since i ENTERED it last yr o.o and i cant escape the fact that i was absent 1 wk last yr cause medical reasons den ta-da.. i cant play vigorous sports. wow i wonder if i have a hole in my heart =DD well several docs who checked on me said it was a possibility.


heh. im a sadist now. so what does it even matter?