Apparently all i ever do now is not good enough for my parents. even if i topped my class for any subject, they would just say : "good lorh" thats just it. Since i FAILED stinkin CHINESE it means im a total failure in terms of studies huh? I wanna take basic chinese (IM IN NORMAL CHINESE DUN ASK ME IF IM IN HIGHER OR WADEVA CRAP) they dun allow. scold me summore. wow AMAZING. they totally wish for me to FAIL my O's huh? imm guessing this is their PUNISHMENT for not PASSING CHINESE. So what if i'd top all other subs but fail chinese. Im still a STUPID girl who is a FAILURE in her studies. This is the damned impression i get. Yeah yeah yeah chinese very big deal. HUGE even. If i dun learn it well and PASS it. Im a failure in life.

Told my Grandma about me finally topping the class for science (not even really a top lahh.. Joycelyn, Jerelyn n me same marks, 80.5) then she goes,"Class only. Also not the school"
WOW.
Were TRUER WORDS ever SPOKEN?
I dont THINK so

Everywhere i turn. Im still a STINKIN failure.

Thanks.
THANKS ALOT.