omg.. gona go slp ytd nyt at 9+ gona 10 ma.. cuz nxt day gona go sch.. bt den i suddenly cnt breathe porperly..(cuz was kina thinking of sum stuff) so i took my medicine la.. bt den 10+ gona 11 it got worse.. den wow.. my windpipe HURTS SO BADLY i started 2 cry la.. my mum faster call my dad cum hm den rush mii 2 hospital == i was lyk so scared!! ahhh!! i go A&E rm dey very fast my turn.. lolzz.. cuz yeah la.. den by d tym i was lyk sitting dwn dere.. i calmed dwn abit bt still heavy breathing la.. i felt so dizzy n my hands totally numb n trembling sia.. i was lyk so scared la.. very fast i can c doc la.. he ask me go take sum 'NAB' thingy.. which was lyk u no d in hospital wen no breath den dey gi fu lyk mask thing ryt.. yeah dey put tt on me + dey put medicine inside la.. dey were using needle 2 inject d medi into a small container tt is gona b fixed 2 d mask thingy.. so i was thinking har.. lyddat nd inject ar.. bt actually its juz 2 put in d medi.. den i was sitting dere.. staring into space.. den aft a long tym d nurse say ok liao.. bt by tt tym.. i cnt feel both my legs! frm d knee all d way dwn.. i was lyk omg.. den ltr i felt my heartbeat EVRY FAST wen i was waiting 4 my turn 2 b x-rayed la.. den aft everything done.. go bak 2 d doc wif d x-ray he say tt d medi in d mask is lyk d ventolin(asthma inhaler) bt its alot of doses so he say my heartbeat go hyper n my hands tremble more.. bt i duno y as im typing dis my hands still trembling T.T d doc ask mii if i haf any stress.. HAH! lyk all i haf is stress.. lar.. classmates stress.. actually, schwork no stress.. my classmates gimme stress la.. bt i didn say.. so its lyk OK la.. d doc say tt wen i gt angry or lyk worried n stuff i will hyperventilate.. he say hyperventilate i almost cried.. den summore its 'common' for girls sia.. i m lyk zzz.. bt actually 4 mii its either hyperventilaton or asthmatic la.. bt still duno yet.. bt d doc say tt my signs point more 2 hyperv. so im lyk ... la.. bt still d ventolin works for both.. even d doc ask me take it if my windpipe lyk block lyddat..
omg i was so scared tt i had 2 b hospitalised.. bt den dere were signs saying tt : 2day beds occupied r very high..

den im lyk ........... gt such thing sia.. i went changi hospital la.. lyk alot of ppl say nt good? i duno..

bt OMG.. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT THIS IS HAPPENING 2 ME!! ALL BECAUSE SOMETHING MINOR HAPPENED! n i kinda gt abit peeved off.. bt den again i dun c d point of bing angry.. ltr goin out 2 eat.. my mum wanna tok 2 me abt d 'stresses' i haf in sch.. or PEOPLE giving me stress.. :(